Beauty Post

Larenim's Dusk til Dawn

the movie was called I Heart Huckabees-I never remember the name!

I didn't think this was real when i first heard it a while back. i love to hear celebrities melt down because it makes me feel better about my life. there's that tart honesty again...

Watch the temper boys!

I'm also going to try to find Lily Tomlin's meltdown from the set of that movie with Dustin Hoffman & Jason Schwartzman...now that is a classic. why can't i yell at people like this at work? customer service is a love/hate thing with me.

pure hilarity

I never get this good of shit from the dentist-wtf??!! When videos like this get viral, I tend to wonder how many other parents are going to get their kids all sorts of fucked up so they can have a utube hit. brills indeed!

What are the steps to a new life?

Like I have posted in any venue that i have access to, i have become quite stagnant. I do not feel that i am moving forward in my life. 30 kinda scares me. what did i think i would be doing when i turned 30? where would i be in life? did i even think about it until recently?
i like to say that i peaked in life early-maybe late high school/early college. is that just an excuse to not move forward? i'm constantly living in the past or in the future. where is my present? i don't want to look back & think that i wasted the best years of my life.
i'm not really trying even though i tell myself i am. i'm not putting the work in since i have always thought it should come naturally.
i do love my job & it does challenge me, sometimes too much. i need to get out of my head a little more & be more about action. my thoughts drive me slightly batty.
maybe a solid plan? how to i guarantee that i will follow thru? i go back & forth between being strong-willed & weak-willed. weird huh??!!

Today's Horoscope (Gemini) on Excite

"Big personalities are arriving on the scene, today, and they might try to crowd you out of the action. The best approach for these kinds of people is to just let them have the stage. If you fight them for the limelight, they'll only push back at you harder. To get things started on the right foot, you should step back and give up some of your share of the attention. They won't notice your sacrifice, so don't expect any gratitude. But you will be making your life a lot easier."

I should have read this before I went to work-maybe I would've been expecting the shitstorm.

Frustration sets in...or it never left

I am very territorial at work. In some respects I think it is valid but it's not exactly healthy. Trust should be earned, not expected especially in certain environments. I feel like people don't get me. I don't think that I am that complicated of a person, maybe oversensitive at times but not complex. This is just the way I am & it makes me sympathetic and empathetic to people. Sometimes I think my boss just thinks that it makes me pathetic. She makes me feel bad a lot. Is it me or is it her? Probably a little from column A, a little from column B.
I need more than a vacation. I'm glad that I am getting away to a cabin in Maine soon but a weekend trip is not long enough. I need money to make that happen. I am trying real hard not to be negative but it's a challenge-I have always been quite the little pessimist. Maybe it's easier to feel sorry for myself & play the martyr but how far has that gotten me? We all know the answer to that.
My ex's twin bro just got married & a bunch of people posted pics on facebook/myspace. It made me feel really nostalgic & quite sad. It's been so long since I was a part of that world. If I hadn't left CT, would I have been there? And many other questions I don't even want to consider came to mind as well. Hmmmmmm