Today's Horoscope (Gemini) on Excite

"Big personalities are arriving on the scene, today, and they might try to crowd you out of the action. The best approach for these kinds of people is to just let them have the stage. If you fight them for the limelight, they'll only push back at you harder. To get things started on the right foot, you should step back and give up some of your share of the attention. They won't notice your sacrifice, so don't expect any gratitude. But you will be making your life a lot easier."

I should have read this before I went to work-maybe I would've been expecting the shitstorm.

Frustration sets in...or it never left

I am very territorial at work. In some respects I think it is valid but it's not exactly healthy. Trust should be earned, not expected especially in certain environments. I feel like people don't get me. I don't think that I am that complicated of a person, maybe oversensitive at times but not complex. This is just the way I am & it makes me sympathetic and empathetic to people. Sometimes I think my boss just thinks that it makes me pathetic. She makes me feel bad a lot. Is it me or is it her? Probably a little from column A, a little from column B.
I need more than a vacation. I'm glad that I am getting away to a cabin in Maine soon but a weekend trip is not long enough. I need money to make that happen. I am trying real hard not to be negative but it's a challenge-I have always been quite the little pessimist. Maybe it's easier to feel sorry for myself & play the martyr but how far has that gotten me? We all know the answer to that.
My ex's twin bro just got married & a bunch of people posted pics on facebook/myspace. It made me feel really nostalgic & quite sad. It's been so long since I was a part of that world. If I hadn't left CT, would I have been there? And many other questions I don't even want to consider came to mind as well. Hmmmmmm